I once dreamt that I could make the clouds move
And time stop
I pretended that I rewound time to before my birth
Before the birth of civilization
And the sky was a beautiful, brilliant blue
With so many stars it almost hurt to see
In that same dream, my feet stayed chained to the grass below me
And the Earth wouldn’t allow my escape
I stretched towards the stars until my sides began to split
And my eyes began to burn
Eventually, as I swirled the clouds
And manipulated time
I became nothing more
Than grass beneath my feet
Always yearning for the stars
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I’ve always enjoyed the myth about Icarus and his wax wings; this dream was very similar in message. I can’t recall when I had this dream, but I do remember its premise. I also remember waking up feeling frustrated and incomplete.